Rabi'alAwwal 1437

…Rabi’alAwwal 1437…oh how my heart yearns…

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Oh, how my heart yearns

To see the one

Called the Best of Creation!

To sit by his noble feet

And feel the tranquility

That radiates from

His blessed body.

Oh, how my heart aches

To see the one who has saved

Mankind through his intercession

On Judgment Day.

His blessed words

Were like rains from the heavens

His manners were

Absolute and complete perfection.

Oh, how my heart bleeds

For I have this desperate need

To feel his presence and

His blessings, indeed!

Every action of his was filled with Barakah, blessings

Every inch of him shone with Noor, light

A sigh of longing escapes from my lips

How I would love to see this sight!

Oh, how my heart longs

To be near the one

Who brought hope to a place

Where hopelessness reigned.

To his Creator he had

A flawless submission

His perfect existence

Transcends human definition.

Though I, in vain, attempt

To praise him and his perfect behavior

Surely no one can praise him better

Than his own Maker.

Ya Habib Allah, the Beloved of Allah!

Ya Bab Allah, the Door to Allah!

Ya Ras?lAll?h SallAllahu alaihi wasallam, Messenger of Allah! SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.

My eyes cannot help but cry

Bitter tears as I realize

My painful state of love

For the Beloved of Allah SallAllahu alaihi wasallam


…photo and words sourced from emails sent to this one in great need…physically so far away and yet a heart so spiritually connected Alhumdulillah…


All good is from Allah Ta’ala whereas mistakes are from this humble speck. May Allah Ta’ala Bless all readers, bringing you all closer to Him and His Rasul SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.  May He accept our humble efforts and grant us the capacity to be good and do good. Ameen.



  • Fathima Reply
    December 22, 2015 at 10:41 pm

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    Dearest sister… ????? ???? ???? for this most inspiring post.
    May Allah accept your efforts and bless us with true love for our Master, Muhammed ?

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    December 25, 2015 at 8:48 am

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  • Mohamed Muktar Reply
    December 25, 2015 at 8:50 am

    Jummah Mubarak
    Maulid Mubarak

  • Mubashar Gilani Reply
    December 26, 2015 at 7:23 am

    Memories of last year RABI UL AWAL 1436 when i was in Majid e nabwi and on the ROZA Mubarik………

  • Saimah Reply
    December 27, 2015 at 6:15 pm

    You did not miss it!!!! How could you so glad u shared this with us
    Much love and adiya my dear

  • Ikramuddin Syed Reply
    January 1, 2016 at 6:15 am

    Ameen thuma ameen to your duas sister!

  • Mubashar Gilani Reply
    January 1, 2016 at 1:47 pm


  • Tabassum Reply
    January 13, 2016 at 3:37 am

    Assalaam alaikum my dearest sister,

    I stumbled upon an old post of yours tonight, by His mercy, it was much needed in this state of complete brokenness that I have been in for months now, a cooling balm, inshaAllah a cure, titled “…if You are not angry with me…” Again in a time of dire need and brokenness and poverty He gave me His love through you. I am again grateful for you and His mercy for making you a means of help. I pray this finds you in the best of states, and that this heart can long for what you long for so desperately, for its His beloveds’ love that is the real true love I so desperately need in my heart, to efface all my pain and hurt and brokenness. I pray you continue to blog beautiful reminders and lessons, this needy slave is in much need of such connection to Him. I pray for closness to to you and the one He loves so dearly (may the best of blessings and peace be upon him and his family externally), may our hearts be connected through Him and to Him and from Him. May He make easy for you your affairs and bless us with continual, constant, and pure and true love for Him and His loved one (may the best of blessings and peace be upon him and his family externally). Ameen.

    Please keep this needy slave in your dua.

    Your sister,

  • Tabassum Reply
    January 13, 2016 at 3:41 am

    * eternally.
    (may the best of blessings and peace be upon him and his family eternally)

  • Abu Arifa Reply
    January 30, 2016 at 12:27 pm

    Dear Sister,

    I had kept going back to your blog but seeing no new entries, gave up for sometime (being busy with my daughter Arifa’s imminent wedding was another reason as well).
    But this morning I saw the almiskkenah bookmark on another browser and just thought I would give it another try and was so happy to see 3 posts I had missed. May Allah grant you health, aafiyah and happiness in your new home, which is so full of Allah’s creations in such a beautiful environment you are in Subhanallah. Of course it cannot compare to the beauty and radiance of the City of our beloved Prophet, Peace and Salutations be on Him. But Allah works in mysterious ways, and what wisdom he has ordained for you, only He knows best.


  • Online Quran Classes Reply
    March 23, 2016 at 11:16 pm

    Ameen thuma ameen to your duas sister!

  • Mubashar Gilani Reply
    April 14, 2016 at 11:11 am

    waiting for newer posts from madina and makkah………………

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