
…great sounding words, but not such a great state to be in, and yet that’s where I have been with this space…so much else consuming my time and what dwindling energy I have by the time I am in front of this screen, which for days is lumbering with a woeful, go nowhere connection…Khair, Alhumdulillah. One phone call or one email sees me attending to an unplanned encounter resulting in an initial dithering and a resetting of tasks and priorities. Masha’Allah for all that is destined in this Luminous City, even these great gaps between posts. Sharing with you is forfeited for the here and now smiling faces and Mubarak sittings rather than what a mouse may click to reveal.
Other fascinating synonyms for dither from the Thesaurus include: vacillate, fluster,waver, fluctuate, pendulate, oscillate, teeter, totter, shilly shally, dilly dally and wobble…ahhhhh wobble…exuding a wonderful sense of movement…and at the same time balance…
…like those Russian dolls, the matryoshka or babushka dolls, wobbling from a firm fixed base. And that is how it seems being with the last of the Hujjaj around Haram. The inner self stands firm as a pole while a continuous constant movement swirls about. A collective surrender, where one allows all the dithering to melt into being one and thus united with the One, a disappearing and subsequent reconnecting with the Divine, Subhanahu wa Ta’ala, just as one experiences in Tawaf. However here in Madinatun Nabi, there is no BaitAllah, instead there is the ecstasy of being in the presence of the One’s chosen one, SallAllahu alaihi wasallam. Here the faithful move in a perpetual coming and going as they offer salutations, flowing tears, eternal praises and soulful gratitude for an audience with Al-Mustafa SallAllahu alaihi wasallam. The unmoving centre feels nothing but peace as the heart overflows with Sakinah and the united Ummah whirls as the sun rises…with Allah Ta’ala’s gradual and subtle changing lighting effects transforming the Abode of our Beloved Prophet SallAllahu alaihi wasallam…












…reaches it’s zenith…

…and then begins to sink again…

…caressing everything with its mellow winter tones…

…including the mysterious works on either side of the Green Dome…

…that have dug deep into the historic Madian earth and now encroach upward to the windows of the Masjid…

…still thousands gather as a hushed…

…and contented Ummah, even though farewells are being said as each minute slips by…

…because the hearts leave with a longing and yearning indelibly imprinted on them, and with the hope of returning soon, and to be raised in the company of the one SallAllahu alaihi wasallam whose company they have just been blessed with. SubhanAllah!

Ashurah was commemorated in Haram with many fasting the three days, the 10th seeing the biggest crowd. Some donors provided a few Sufrahs with the usual fare for Iftar in the courtyard, others were seen wheeling trolleys into the Masjid, but the majority came with their own Iftar.


Because this speck has been in a dithery dithering dither the following links are late for this year’s Ashurah, nevertheless I recommend you take the time to listen to why this day is important for all Muslims and thus be prepared for next year, Insha’Allah.
Imam Zaid Shakir explains the blessings found in the Day of Ashurah along with clarifying various misconceptions.
Further events attributed to the Day of Ashurah listed by Muhabbat ul Deen
While Sheikh Nuh Ha Mim Keller offers a wise dissertation on Shi’ites.
Insha’Allah visit Brother Noushad’s Flickr stream for his recent stunning images.
And Insha’Allah your understanding is requested for my recent episodes of dithering
and Insha’Allah this answers some of the questions that have been asked.
With the passing of each hour the numbers of Hujjaj decreases. The final day for leaving the Kingdom is supposedly in another five days, but there has been a new type of tourist visa made available, apparently at an exhorbitant price, for the coming weeks when Umrah visas are not issued, so many who can afford this are arriving.
May Allah Ta’ala grant us all an inner calm and permanently connect hearts to His Habib SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.
All good is from Allah Ta’ala whereas mistakes are from this humble speck. May Allah Ta’ala Bless all readers, bringing you all closer to Him and His Rasul SallAllahu alaihi wasallam. May He accept our humble efforts and grant us the capacity to be good and do good. Ameen.

































































