

…and with each slow faltering step the sweetest of kisses from Madinah’s exquisite breeze brushes the cheek …a sublime silky touch…caressing all hungry souls as it billows directly from our Master SallAllahu alaihi wasallam at the Abode of Felicity…and billow it does…a perpetual flow so powerful it is capable of reaching every atom of creation and every heart that makes the effort to allow space for this breeze to enter…delete that which hinders this flow now…be receptive to the greatest love from the greatest of mankind SallAllahu alaihi wasallam…
…Alhumdulillah and alf alf alf ShukriLlahu this needy speck was taken to Masjid Nabawi for Esha a couple of nights ago…Insha’Allah with each passing day mobility will be fully restored and, Insha’Allah soon the gift of independently walking back and forth will be granted…jubilation… celebration…gratitude…understanding the magnitude of this blessing of being able to once again physically be among fellow worshippers…
…the inner joy to be in the courtyard among sisters from around the globe was exuberance at maximum volume!

And the world cannot be discovered by a journey of miles, no matter how long, but only by a spiritual journey, a journey of one inch, very arduous and humbling and joyful, by which we arrive at the ground at our own feet, and learn to be at home.
Wendell Berry
…SubhanAllah…’by which we arrive at the ground at our own feet!!!!!’…surely this is all that demands our attention at any given moment…and then, Insha’Allah we learn to be at home with that…what a profound quote…




…gratitude with grace while embracing change…progress from wheelchair to walking frame to crutches to walking stick…gratitude with grace for no longer being able to practice the Sunnah of sleeping, eating, praying on the floor…gratitude with grace for the alternatives…a quiet musalla area adorned by handmade gifts from a never met blog friend…gratitude with grace for the old faithful desk fitted with legs and a new chair…gratitude with grace for friends visiting, bringing meals, arranging cleaning…and you all for your much felt Du’a…

It is a blessing when things don’t go to plan, because it helps reshape priorities. A lesson relearned. We plot and plan, but Allah is the best of planners.
From Sidi Tim…whose sentiments often resonate within my own collective brain waves…running on empty…numbness in the forehead…words like glum…an all too familiar sensation for this one of late…what secret surgery was performed during my last encounter? …as too many things feel odd and disconnected…but Alhumdulillah requiring turnaround attitudes…re-evaluating and assessing the big picture…what were the simplest of tasks and taking little time during the daily necessities now seem major productions…the everyday domestic activities…lately the swirling around in this feeble mind is the question of will this blog continue…the reality being that not only time, the recent isolation, and hence no roaming around taking photos, but the more important inner state of commitment…the loss of a voice…words stuck deep within…or just not there anyway…a huge shift…nay rift…has been etched inside somewhere…what to do…continue to take small slow steps and be patient with all that Allah Ta’ala has planned…because we all know that He knows what is the best for each of us…regardless of what our circumstance may be right in the here and now…this is the essence of our Deen…the beauty of submitting…accepting all with grace…and being cognizant of what we ask Allah Ta’ala for…feeling run down and worn out last year one of the frequent requests in my Du’a was was for time out…SubhanAllah…this Du’a was answered in the most unexpected ways…ALHUMDULILLAH for the vicarious sweetest of kisses brushing the cheeks from Madinah’s exquisite breeze…a sublime silky touch…close your eyes, take a deep breath of gratitude with grace and you too will feel them!!!
JUMA’AH MUBARAK!
…quick snaps with phone…Allahu ‘Alum when or if strolling about with a camera is written for the future…ALHUMDULILLAH…
All good is from Allah Ta’ala whereas mistakes are from this humble speck. May Allah Ta’ala Bless all readers, bringing you all closer to Him and His Rasul SallAllahu alaihi wasallam. May He accept our humble efforts and grant us the capacity to be good and do good. Ameen.












































