…Rabi’alAwwal 1437…oh how my heart yearns…

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Oh, how my heart yearns

To see the one

Called the Best of Creation!

To sit by his noble feet

And feel the tranquility

That radiates from

His blessed body.

Oh, how my heart aches

To see the one who has saved

Mankind through his intercession

On Judgment Day.

His blessed words

Were like rains from the heavens

His manners were

Absolute and complete perfection.

Oh, how my heart bleeds

For I have this desperate need

To feel his presence and

His blessings, indeed!

Every action of his was filled with Barakah, blessings

Every inch of him shone with Noor, light

A sigh of longing escapes from my lips

How I would love to see this sight!

Oh, how my heart longs

To be near the one

Who brought hope to a place

Where hopelessness reigned.

To his Creator he had

A flawless submission

His perfect existence

Transcends human definition.

Though I, in vain, attempt

To praise him and his perfect behavior

Surely no one can praise him better

Than his own Maker.

Ya Habib Allah, the Beloved of Allah!

Ya Bab Allah, the Door to Allah!

Ya Ras?lAll?h SallAllahu alaihi wasallam, Messenger of Allah! SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.

My eyes cannot help but cry

Bitter tears as I realize

My painful state of love

For the Beloved of Allah SallAllahu alaihi wasallam

 

…photo and words sourced from emails sent to this one in great need…physically so far away and yet a heart so spiritually connected Alhumdulillah…

 

All good is from Allah Ta’ala whereas mistakes are from this humble speck. May Allah Ta’ala Bless all readers, bringing you all closer to Him and His Rasul SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.  May He accept our humble efforts and grant us the capacity to be good and do good. Ameen.

 

…living into answers…

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I beg you… to be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart and to try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps then you will gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer.

Rainer Maria Rilke.

…this quote speaks loud and deep…seemingly touching on long absences and a deafeningly silent voice from way down under…

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…where to begin??? too many weeks to untangle and explain away..,the word ‘indisposed’ creeps up from a heart that truly feels sad from deserting this space…but one can only be true to circumstances and perhaps then you will gradually, without noticing it, live along some distant day into the answer…and yet again the ‘answer’ as such may never be reached in this mortal existence but the journey towards the ultimate ‘answer’ in the Akhirah is saturated with hope Alhumdulillah…

…Insha’Allah…

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…and with each passing moment and every amazing experience the profound and indelible SUBHANALLAH beats an ecstatic rhythm…its been such a heartfelt rhythm that is all consuming leaving no motivation or desire to enter cyberspace…ajeeb how a forced feeble connection weans one from the clutches of this technology…and surrendering to the wondrous splendours of nature and a simple life rivet the being in a totally different manner…Khair Alhumdulillah’ala kulli hal…

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…this humble speck owes hours to too many of you special and dear ones…waves of lament wash over the soul trying to offer apologies…Insha’Allah while submitting into ‘living into answers’…a journey only Allah Ta’ala knows and reveals in small steps, this situation will unravel…this aversion to appearing will pass as does every big and small thing, event, circumstance, discomfort, joy, delight…hope in ‘loving the questions’ inspires…

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…none of you are forgotten…ever…nor the communications received…ever…fervent adiyah continues…love forever flows…and gratitude and Shukr for all Allah Ta’ala has chosen to come into this little realm of cherished encounters with the choicest of souls…SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH SUBHANALLAH…

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…typical ancient Otway fern gully…

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…a redwood forest…an enchanting mystical sanctum where mists as soft clouds of muslin gently embrace layers of filtered sunlight creating a chiaroscuro blur…where one hears and feels the earth’s heartbeat…SUBHANALLAH!!!…

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…where ancient indigenous cultures revered and worshipped…and where their spirits still abide…

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…and where man contemplates the mysteries of being through sculptured woven branches…

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…it’s official…a passionate ‘chickenophile’ lurks here…so enamoured of their hysterical antics there is no shame in admitting hours are spent ‘hanging’ out with them…while their daily gift of eggs is the added bonus…

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…and the BEES my oh my…our first mini honey harvest…SUBHANALLAH…a cursory check on how these amazing creatures were settling in resulted in stealing two frames of this golden nectar…maybe Insha’Allah the rather funny story to follow one day…

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…Allah Ta’ala gives and gives and then gives some more…and more…SUBHANALLAH!!!…seriously…what can be unresolved in the heart when we soak in His Subhanahu wa Ta’ala Glory and Magnificence?…

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…I beg you… to be patient towards all that is unsolved in your heart…

…and I beg your forgiveness…and plead for your du’a…Insha’Allah attempts to contact all who have emailed will sincerely be made…

All good is from Allah Ta’ala whereas mistakes are from this humble speck. May Allah Ta’ala Bless all readers, bringing you all closer to Him and His Rasul SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.  May He accept our humble efforts and grant us the capacity to be good and do good. Ameen.

 

 

…transitioning…

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…Allah Ta’ala’s system is in constant transition…seasons…tides…celestial orbs and paths…plant and animal kingdoms…from health and wellness to dis-ease…forth and back…back and forth…calm to storm…externally and internally…old years to new…Allah Ta’ala’s system is sublime and exquisite regardless of where we may be transitioning to or from…cries of adulation and Shukr should be the constants that soar to the Heavens…as we accept all states and all transitions…personally and globally…

…the move from one hemisphere to another…from the supreme blessedness of Madinah al-Munawwarah to country Victoria could not be more contrasted…the intention was to seek medical assistance and Alhumdulillah that is exactly what Allah Ta’ala is presenting us with…procedure upon procedure…time and healing taking longer than anticipated keeping fingers away from keyboards and head space strangely feeling an alienation towards all things internet and its array of media…I seek your understanding and patience…I am not really sure what role this blog has anymore…time to gently and gracefully allow this transition to reveal what is best…I truly appreciate the concerns so many of you have for us and hope to soon communicate personally…meanwhile know that all is Alhumdulillah ‘ala kulli Hal for us all wherever and whatever bounties are bestowed upon us…

…we have been blessed with being placed in an amazing environment…from ocean to forest to lakes and volcanic landscapes…and with space to have bees, chickens, a veggie patch all within a community replete with huge open hearts…

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galahs and parrots

canola

otways

gums and pasture

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wattle

Lake Colac

dappled light

Warrnambool

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feeding King Parrots

…may your transition to the New Year be filled with gratitude for all that has gone and all that will unfold…may we all strive to improve our relationship with our Rabb Subhanahu wa Ta’ala and His Habib SallAllahu alaihi wasallam with every passing moment…make time and effort cleansing the heart of all that prevents proximity…replacing all that prevents us from attaining the pleasure of Allah Ta’ala with only that which pleases Him and is upon the Sunnah of our Beloved Prophet SallAllahu alaihi wasallam Insha’Allah…all transitioning is imbued with peace and calm if we lovingly submit to our subservience and remain steadfast upon the Truth…may we all increase our du’a for each other during these Mubarak days…Ameen…

All good is from Allah Ta’ala whereas mistakes are from this humble speck. May Allah Ta’ala Bless all readers, bringing you all closer to Him and His Rasul SallAllahu alaihi wasallam.  May He accept our humble efforts and grant us the capacity to be good and do good. Ameen.